I don't give a shit/fuck for it

Today is today. Yesterday was yesterday. Am I doing anything? No, this is the correct answer. I ate my pill. And this feeling is so good. I haven't got any problems. I don't give up anything because I haven't got any work for it. I'm empty, and the same time I'm full. Full of my everything, but it is so boring today. Tomorrow has got so boring feeling, so I will drink a lot.

I will have a valeta. I have a freedom, in my mind. I have THE freedom, to choise. And... I like it.

Get away from me. Let me run and let me know... nothing. Just breathing, just looking... but musn't thinking. Let me do this.

thanks